Sweet dreams of you
Every night I go through
Why can't I forget you and start my life anew
Instead of having sweet dreams about you
You don't love me, it's plain
I should know I'll never wear your ring
I should hate you the whole night through
Instead of having sweet dreams about you
Sweet dreams of you
Things I know can't come true
Why can't I forget the past, start loving someone new
Instead of having sweet dreams about you
Wow, could Patsy Kline nail my emotions in one song or what? I had downloaded this song a LONG time ago, and not entirely remembering what sparked it beyond wanting to have some really old country songs on my iPod. And, looking back, I never imagined that the lyrics would fit my universal shift so perfectly.
My head keeps telling me what I need to do...how things aren't what I had thought they were and to pursue something further is only going to lead to something worse for me down the road. Yes, that pretty much opened up the wound in my heart and the salt shaker that is my mind just dumped away. Felt like I couldn't breathe, couldn't think...actually felt physically ill.
But, you know what? I am starting to trust my gut a little more each day. I'm looking for those signs - the apparent, in my face signs (like someone choosing to not talk to me anymore) and the not so apparent that I'll figure out as I go. It was all about the signs 2 years ago, so I need to stop, look and listen again. Some call it God talking to me, others call it the Universe...whatever it is, I'm hearing it louder as I go along and it's getting MUCH harder to drown it out.
Time for new dreams.........and to keep trusting that I'm doing the right thing.
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