When I first looked at this picture, I felt a loneliness. This tree was all by itself, nothing around it. The clouds were manacing and appear to have been quickly gathering, making me feel as though colder weather was coming and this tree would have to endure the winter alone.
Later, when I looked at it again, I saw defiance... mixed with pure rage. Perhaps it was the color of the leaves? Maybe it was the way the sky looked like it was ready to throw down? It was like the tree was being taunted by nature and it the red leaves were a warning, saying, "Bring it, you can't take me".
Recently though, when I looked at this picture, I felt contentment and peace. Against the cloudy sky, the tree is appears to be thriving. It's leaves are full, it's weathered a full season, blooming in the spring, providing shade in the summer and waiting for the moment to shed it's old leaves and prepare for a fresh start in the spring again. The foundation from which it has flourished is green and healthy. This tree is a survivor because of the healthy support the ground gives the roots underneath the surface.
Thinking back on the day I found this picture to the moment I decided to post this entry, I can see that I've come a long way. The anger and loneliness I felt for so long is fading, and I'm starting to see beauty and happiness where I didn't see it before.
I'm so thankful for the support i've recieved which have held my roots firm and for the storms I've endured which have tested my strength. Perspective is everything!
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